when the time is ripe, anything can bring you down. Yesterday it was the doors of King's College Library, which closed with a big bang in my face because I forgot to bring the right card. Today it was a confrontation with G. in the morning over his excessive noise levels. in both cases, the feeling that someone treats you like scum is - in my present condition - dilapidating. I feel like cycling into a truck might be the best thing to do.